Wounded

He stumbled into the office of a fellow combat Veteran who had recently received certification to be a Peer Support Specialist. His eyes only half open, a large scar to the left of of his forehead, his black cowboy hat making an attempt to conceal one of his many war wounds. The Specialist remained quiet for a moment. Both sizing each other up, the room so quiet you could hear both of them breathing deeply. Finally, the Specialist asked “what led you here today?” The Veteran began his story. Thirty minutes later, he finally looked up at the Specialist to conclude, “So, as you must know already, I don’t know how to live as a Civilian. Nothing I experienced in the Army, prepared me for that day when I got out.” I think that is why I began drinking and using drugs. I can’t hold a job, my family has turned away from me because of my angry outbursts. I never thought that I, of all people would wake up one day feeling as if there is no purpose for my life anymore. This is probably all a waste of time.”

The Support Specialist looked into the eyes of the Veteran with a kind smile. “First of all, thank you for coming here today. The fact that you survived all you have gone through is astonishing and proves you are a strong man. Your story is the reason why I chose this career. It would be an honor to begin a new journey with you. I know I am not a miracle worker but I also know everyone needs a source of support. I believe I can show you a new way to live, would you like to walk with me on a journey of recovery?” “So what are you talking about?” Asked the Veteran? “Well, I have been clean over 4 years. In that time I went from homelessness to a homeowner. I am married and have a two year old boy. Next month I graduate from ASU with a degree in social work. So how about we start first with placing you in a homeless shelter for Veterans. That will get you off the streets. Then we can brainstorm what you wish to work on to improve your quality of life. What do you think about that?”

“Well, I am not sure there is any hope for me. But for tonight that sounds ok. Better than sleeping under a tree.” The Veteran chuckled.

The Specialist stood up to shake the Veterans hand and offered a look of hope. “I just wish to close this meeting by saying welcome home. I know we can find support to improve your life, maybe even offer hope again.

You served our country and you are a hero. Now it is time for our country to stand behind you and guide you on a new journey of Recovery. Congratulations, I know you are a winner”.

Later that evening the Support Specialist thought about the man he listened to today. Yes, he thought to himself. “Now I know why I am doing this.”